New Year always leaves me in a reflective mood.
Years ago it was because I was very unhappy with my life, my job, my prospects, etc. The love of a good man changes all :) These days I'm disabled and don't work, and I'm as happy as proverbial Larry! I now know that self-worth and self-esteem come from within, whereas I used to beat myself up for not being a nuclear physicist or brain surgeon.
